It's trash day and you've been looking at that old dresser that you want to keep so badly because hello you've had it since you were a little girl but you know just by looking at it that it must go! It squeaks when you open it and you have to jiggle the handle to get the third dresser to open all the way. Guess I should throw it away...
(trash day comes and goes...)
Looks like I'll be waiting till next week to get rid of it *sigh*
This is how I feel about some of my past relationships with people. I know they say that people are seasons and they come and go for a reason, but there are some relationships that I hold on to that I KNOW should be gone. We all do it. Whether its with and ex, friend, or even family member (yes I have no problem saying that you *even family* are detrimental to my health and you have to go) some relationships need to get neatly packed and thrown away. I have this one relationship that I can't seem to shake and the weird thing is I can easily let go of people. Its really nothing to me, there are thousands of people on this earth to meet and see, but I am so up and down with this person the inconsistency is ridiculous and I know it's time.
Fact is I definitely still lust after him had we remained friends with benefits things would have suited us just fine. They always say the best remedy to get over someone is to get under someone else. LIES... I don't believe that's true and I'm also not as young as I use to be, I can't go sleeping around with whoever (not that I did that when I was younger) it's just more "acceptable" to be promiscuous when you're younger... I digress
I am a woman now, and hard decisions when the are based on hard facts and hard as it may be, need to be made (yes play on words HARD). LUST IS JUST AND EMOTION BUT HAPPINESS IS A STATE OF BEING. Get it together Amanda smdh...
When do you throw something away and when do you keep it? If people are seasons then keeping them around makes no point at all, right?
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