I wrote this the beginning of January and its sometimes wonderful to look back at what you set forth for yourself. Aahhhh now I remember!
Although it’s not the New Year yet I can already feel changes and new beginnings happening in my life.
I felt it the moment I realized that I need and deserve better. The moment I was able to sleep through what would normally be one of my sleepless night for me and no I’m not talking about Christmas eve…(although I recently got over that excite as well)
Anyway when you’ve been through so much in life (Dear Life, please do not take this as a cue to throw some more sht my way. I’m happily dealing with the sht I have on my plate right now) you realize that there’s only so much you can handle and that that’s fine and you know what you want to deal with and what you’re willing to put on the back burner and never deal with again. When I was younger it was so hard for me to walk away from things I wanted in life but now I know I can’t always get what I want but I am more than capable of getting what I deserve (growing pains).
I’m far better off with this mind set because what you want might sometimes be toxic to your health whether you know it or not. I wish people came with a warning label.
Mine would read: WARNING: smart, intelligent, caring woman. Gives 100% and expects 100% in return. A Queen for a King who is hyper-sexual and a little bipolar. Enter if you dare.
What would yours say?
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